alphienator

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 03:24:47 GMT

Beer and Beethoven's complete symphony.. fun night.

So..

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 14:15:27 GMT

Over the next few months my friend Adrian and I will be doing photos for his upcoming double album release.. the artwork and cover. So far so good.

Love you bubby.

Josh

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Thu, 01 Oct 2009 05:36:21 GMT

I dislike October very much.

Gianna.. I'm so proud of you

Sat, 15 Aug 2009 21:49:18 GMT

♥

Tue, 21 Jul 2009 04:36:35 GMT

I can't believe you didn't come :(

I found my new theme song.. lol.

Mon, 13 Jul 2009 18:07:52 GMT

Sun, 12 Jul 2009 16:17:20 GMT

tonight let's be lovers

tomorrow we'll go back to being friends

say goodbye

Sun, 05 Jul 2009 20:20:23 GMT

Shane Bair... Rest Peacefully 1987 - 2009.

I loved you like a brother.

Thu, 02 Jul 2009 00:24:38 GMT

Please.. Let me be right this time. ♥

Mon, 29 Jun 2009 05:15:22 GMT

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 05:42:40 GMT

Refer to Journal Post September 9, 2005.

Thu, 04 Jun 2009 14:35:46 GMT

Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover boy
Cheers darlin'
I got years to wait around for you
Cheers darlin'
I've got your wedding bells in my ear
Cheers darlin'
You give me three cigarettes to smoke my tears away

And I die when you mention his name
And I lied, I should have kissed you
When we were running in the rain

What am I darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?

Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover man
Cheers darlin'
I just hang around and eat from a can
Cheers darlin'
I got a ribbon of green on my guitar
Cheers darlin'
I got a beauty queen
To sit not very far from me

I die when he comes around
To take you home
I'm too shy
I should have kissed you when we were alone

What am I darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?

Oh what am I? What am I darlin'?
I got years to wait...

Tue, 26 May 2009 07:47:18 GMT

why do i struggle so badly to forget.. my memories are so vivid it drives me insane.

i keep replaying the day i left over and over again.. standing there.. wiping your tears from your cheek... it was the biggest mistake of my life leaving you.

Two Things

Sat, 09 May 2009 06:28:26 GMT

Podcasts for my iPod touch are pretty damn awesome.. I downloaded a bunch of live concerts for free.

Second...I downloaded (paid) Beethoven's complete symphony for 10 bucks.. Performed by the London Symphony Orchestra. Can't wait to listen to it all. :)

And.. I miss watching you play... rather.. I miss not being able to see you behind all the other violinists while I pretend I can hear only you playing the violin. :P

Fri, 24 Apr 2009 05:29:56 GMT

i won't mistake you
for problems with me
i won't let my moods
ruin this you'll see
i won't take everything good
and move it away
i won't be left dancing alone
to songs from the past

Would you stay home and keep
our memories warm with me
Would you give all you love
for a run at the past with me
i know you're sad even though
you say that you're not
i know you're scared even though
you say that you're not

i won't get mad when you say
things are getting too hard
i won't make all of your love
so scared to come through our yard
i won't scream in my head
and let it isolate me
i won't be left dancing alone
to songs from the past

Fri, 24 Apr 2009 04:36:22 GMT

I won't regret saying this
This thing that I'm saying
Is it better than keeping my mouth shut
That goes without saying
Call, break it off
Call, break my own heart
Maybe I would have been something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been something I'd be good at
But now we'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case I go there
Everyday, to make myself feel bad
There's a chance that I'll start to wonder if this was the thing to do
I won't be out long
But I still think it better if
You take your time coming over here
I think that's for the best
Call, break it off
Call, break my own heart
Maybe I would have been something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been something I'd be good at
But now we'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case I go there
Everyday, to make myself feel bad
There's a chance that I'll start to wonder if this was the thing to do
I'll start to wonder if this was the thing to do

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 06:15:35 GMT

I hate that I get so easily hurt.. and I hold onto it.. I hate crying over stupid people that don't deserve me :(

first time at the beach.

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 18:18:19 GMT

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 19:49:52 GMT

I'm gonna get certified in massage therapy.. looks like all that time wasted spoiling silly girls is gonna pay off. :)

You should definitely

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 05:26:09 GMT

Get your Masters... I would be so proud of you.. and so happy for you. ♥

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 17:29:53 GMT

please :(

i miss you.

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 03:45:56 GMT

i'm tired of pretending to be happy

i have no motivation.. no desire for anything.

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 01:02:34 GMT

i wish we could talk

Christy..

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 19:04:09 GMT

I want you to see my nephew, Adam Christopher :)

Wed, 04 Mar 2009 03:56:10 GMT

i miss feeling alive.. i barely even want to take pictures anymore.