Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in alphienator's LiveJournal:

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Saturday, November 7th, 2009
10:24 pm	Beer and Beethoven's complete symphony.. fun night. (Comment on this)
Monday, October 19th, 2009
10:12 am	So.. Over the next few months my friend Adrian and I will be doing photos for his upcoming double album release.. the artwork and cover. So far so good. Love you bubby. Josh (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 1st, 2009
1:36 am	... I dislike October very much. (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 15th, 2009
5:48 pm	Gianna.. I'm so proud of you ♥ (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 21st, 2009
12:35 am	I can't believe you didn't come :( Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
Monday, July 13th, 2009
2:05 pm	I found my new theme song.. lol. Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 12th, 2009
12:15 pm	tonight let's be lovers tomorrow we'll go back to being friends say goodbye Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 5th, 2009
4:19 pm	Shane Bair... Rest Peacefully 1987 - 2009. I loved you like a brother. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 1st, 2009
8:19 pm	Please.. Let me be right this time. ♥ (Comment on this)
Monday, June 29th, 2009
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Saturday, June 20th, 2009
1:42 am	Refer to Journal Post September 9, 2005. (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 4th, 2009
10:34 am	Cheers darlin' Here's to you and your lover boy Cheers darlin' I got years to wait around for you Cheers darlin' I've got your wedding bells in my ear Cheers darlin' You give me three cigarettes to smoke my tears away And I die when you mention his name And I lied, I should have kissed you When we were running in the rain What am I darlin'? A whisper in your ear? A piece of your cake? What am I, darlin? The boy you can fear? Or your biggest mistake? Cheers darlin' Here's to you and your lover man Cheers darlin' I just hang around and eat from a can Cheers darlin' I got a ribbon of green on my guitar Cheers darlin' I got a beauty queen To sit not very far from me I die when he comes around To take you home I'm too shy I should have kissed you when we were alone What am I darlin'? A whisper in your ear? A piece of your cake? What am I, darlin? The boy you can fear? Or your biggest mistake? Oh what am I? What am I darlin'? I got years to wait... Current Mood: determined (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 26th, 2009
3:44 am	why do i struggle so badly to forget.. my memories are so vivid it drives me insane. i keep replaying the day i left over and over again.. standing there.. wiping your tears from your cheek... it was the biggest mistake of my life leaving you. Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 9th, 2009
2:25 am	Two Things Podcasts for my iPod touch are pretty damn awesome.. I downloaded a bunch of live concerts for free. Second...I downloaded (paid) Beethoven's complete symphony for 10 bucks.. Performed by the London Symphony Orchestra. Can't wait to listen to it all. :) And.. I miss watching you play... rather.. I miss not being able to see you behind all the other violinists while I pretend I can hear only you playing the violin. :P  Current Mood: creative (Comment on this)
Friday, April 24th, 2009
1:40 am	i won't mistake you for problems with me i won't let my moods ruin this you'll see i won't take everything good and move it away i won't be left dancing alone to songs from the past Would you stay home and keep our memories warm with me Would you give all you love for a run at the past with me i know you're sad even though you say that you're not i know you're scared even though you say that you're not i won't get mad when you say things are getting too hard i won't make all of your love so scared to come through our yard i won't scream in my head and let it isolate me i won't be left dancing alone to songs from the past (Comment on this)
12:31 am	I won't regret saying this This thing that I'm saying Is it better than keeping my mouth shut That goes without saying Call, break it off Call, break my own heart Maybe I would have been something you'd be good at Maybe you would have been something I'd be good at But now we'll never know I won't be sad But in case I go there Everyday, to make myself feel bad There's a chance that I'll start to wonder if this was the thing to do I won't be out long But I still think it better if You take your time coming over here I think that's for the best Call, break it off Call, break my own heart Maybe I would have been something you'd be good at Maybe you would have been something I'd be good at But now we'll never know I won't be sad But in case I go there Everyday, to make myself feel bad There's a chance that I'll start to wonder if this was the thing to do I'll start to wonder if this was the thing to do Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 21st, 2009
2:14 am	I hate that I get so easily hurt.. and I hold onto it.. I hate crying over stupid people that don't deserve me :(  Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Friday, April 17th, 2009
2:15 pm	first time at the beach.   (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 11th, 2009
3:49 pm	I'm gonna get certified in massage therapy.. looks like all that time wasted spoiling silly girls is gonna pay off. :)  (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 30th, 2009
1:25 am	You should definitely Get your Masters... I would be so proud of you.. and so happy for you. ♥ Current Mood: inspired (Comment on this)